This is the 15958th most frequent Turkish word.
utandığım
"Utandığım" means "I am ashamed" or "that I am ashamed of."
In this sentence, 'utandığım' describes the speaker's feeling of shame due to a specific event, making it a relative clause modifying the noun 'anı' (moment).
Başarısız olduğum için utandığım anı hatırlıyorum.
I remember the moment when I was ashamed because I failed.
Here, 'utandığım' conveys the speaker's feeling of embarrassment, specifying a reason for their inability to speak.
Seni gördüğümde utandığım için konuşamadım.
I couldn't speak because I was embarrassed when I saw you.
In this statement, 'utandığım' reflects the speaker's current state of embarrassment, explaining their reluctance to speak.